As the marathon is fast approaching, I wanted to take a look back at my training over the last couple of weeks. I am happy with my progress; I have hit some important mile stones and I have gained a few personal bests (see below). I am still not very fast but I am getting faster and I’m feeling stronger.

(Personal bests achieved over the past few weeks).
I have been trying hard to stick to my training schedule, although over the Easter holidays, I found it hard to go to work, keep up with my studies and to fit in my weekly runs. Below are my weekly training plans from the last 4 weeks.
Week 1
| Monday |
Tuesday |
Wednesday |
Thursday |
Friday |
Saturday |
Sunday |
| 5.2km |
4km Mountain run |
Spin Class and 10.2km |
REST |
Spin Class |
REST |
16km |
Week 2
| Monday |
Tuesday |
Wednesday |
Thursday |
Friday |
Saturday |
Sunday |
| REST |
REST |
Spin Class |
5km |
REST |
REST |
22.5km |
Week 3
| Monday |
Tuesday |
Wednesday |
Thursday |
Friday |
Saturday |
Sunday |
| REST |
Spin |
5.6km |
7.9km |
REST |
REST |
15km |
Week 4
| Monday |
Tuesday |
Wednesday |
Thursday |
Friday |
Saturday |
Sunday |
| REST |
Spin Class |
8km |
Spin Class |
REST |
26km |
REST |
(My training schedule over the past 4 weeks).
I have enjoyed my recent runs as my boyfriend has been accompanying me on most of them after returning from an injury. I love the social aspect of running and I find it motivating to run with other people. I recently went mountain running with my born to run team and this was really fun. It’s great how I can now casually run with my classmates and have a catch up and a gossip. I completed a 10km run with Em (see below) and I couldn’t believe how quickly the time passed!

(Casual 10km run with Emily).
I tried to remain gritty during the struggle to balance my training with the rest of my life. Although I was exhausted from work and struggling with a couple of niggles and injuries, I persevered and ensured that I completed all of my long runs, my cross training and the majority of my weekly runs.
A few weeks ago I said that I would retake the grit test to see if I had got any ‘grittier’ over the course of my marathon journey. I previously scored 3.70 on the grit scale. After retaking the test my score increased by 0.89 (see below).

(Current grit score, taken on 20/04/17).
My Grit score has dramatically increased. Running has changed my attitude to life and I think that being more positive and persevering in the face of difficulty has contributed in increasing my overall grit. I will continue to demonstrate aspects of grit in all of my daily life, as well as, during my weekly runs. It’s not always easy to get up and go on a 22.5km run, especially in the boiling heat; you need to be gritty and to push through the uncomfortable weather and little bits of pain. I break down my runs into manageable segments and I find that this helps me to stay mentally strong and to overcome the distance. I show grit by sticking to my training plan and putting in plenty of miles and a lot of effort over the weeks.
I’ve recently adopted a new walk/jog plan in which I have sped up my walk and made it a power walk. I was previously walking at around 10 min/km pace and now I walk at an 8.45 min/km pace. This has decreased my overall running pace which I am very happy about! I used to complete my long runs over 8 min/km but now I have managed to get them under this time. I feel much more positive, confident and gritty! I hope to continue to show grit throughout the last stretch of my marathon journey and in all aspects of my life.
Over the Easter holiday, I returned back to work to earn some money and found it difficult to keep to my training schedule after 10 hour long shifts. I missed a couple of midweek runs and found this to be defeating. However, I kept lacing up my trainers, headed out and persevered. An explanation for my increase in grit is that recently I have shown ambition and have a strong desire to achieve my goals and complete the Liverpool Rock and Roll Marathon next month. As the event draws closer, I’m trying to do all that I can to achieve my goals and I have a willingness to strive for it. A quote from Da Vinci has been keeping me motivated to achieve my goals, “successful people don’t sit back waiting for things to happen, they go out and happen to things”. I want to be successful in achieving my goals and therefore I am showing determination and hard work by sticking to my training plan even when I’m in pain, when the weather is bad and when I feel busy and overwhelmed. I have become a resilient individual and as I have discussed in previous blogs, I have set goals with realistic expectations. I have high self-esteem, a willingness to overcome adversities and I am being optimistic; I trust the process!

(My fastest 5km run).

(Long run, 22.5km).

(Longest run to date, 26km).
After learning about anxiety and performance in a previous lecture, I found it interesting to make the attempt to turn my anxiety into excitement and to re frame my anxiety. Running makes me severely anxious, I get nervous before the group runs on a Tuesday and I was extremely anxious before the half marathon. As I am only a slow runner, I worry about being at the back of the pack and about not making cut off times. As my running has progressed, I have become a little more confident but I still get butterflies in my stomach before a run. On my 15km run in which I got a couple of personal bests, I tried to channel my anxiety into arousal to see if it would affect my performance as arousal increases performance (Landers, 1980). I interpreted my physiological arousal as a challenge response to see if it would benefit my performance as previous research has found that appraisal has a powerful influence on physiology and performance (Jamieson, Mendes, Blackstock & Schmader, 2010). Arousal increases co-occur with a range of affecting, emotional, cognitive, and motivational states and do not automatically express a negative state such as anxiety and threat (Blascovich, 1992). An increase in arousal can also demonstrate that the body is preparing resources to accommodate the task requirements and could signal an approach orientation or a challenge response (Mathias & Stanford, 2003). In this instance, before a run, my body is getting prepared for the challenging event that is about to occur. Arousal is connected with increases in sympathetic nervous system (SNS) responses, which can be measured by investigating catecholamine levels. An increase in SNS activity has been correlated with two specific motivational states; challenge and threat (Blascovich & Mendes, 2000). The challenging states usually result in larger amounts of SNS activation and is characterised by performance improvement (Dienstbier, 1989). As I see running as a challenge, I get anxious and this form of arousal could explain my recent improvement in my running ability as previous research has shown that increased arousal leads to performance enhancement.
The drive theory proposed by Hull (1943) predicts that an increased arousal experience leads to a greater performance. High levels of arousal increase the dominant response and increase the quality of the performance; this idea further supports other research that anxiety can be channelled into success. However, it has been argued that high levels of arousal can lead to a distraction and this loss of concentration leads to a poorer performance (Yerkes & Dodson, 1908). Although. research into cognition patterns used when running has found that a dissociative thinking style, distracting yourself from the negative aspects of running, can be beneficial in increase performance in amateur runners (Masters & Ogles, 1998; Morgan, 1978). I wanted to use my anxiety to my advantage and therefore, I followed the idea presented by Masters & Ogles (1998) and I adopted a dissociative thinking style on my long run of 22.5km. I used my high levels of arousal to distract myself from the distance I had ahead of me and I found this to be quite effect. Although I was quite slow, I completed the distance and didn’t feel too bad afterwards!
With 5 weeks to go until the big 26.2, I hope to continue to stay mentally strong and to stick to my training so that I am fully prepared for the day. I found it interesting to channel my fear of running into excitement over my last few long runs and I will continue to use this as it has helped to improve my running performance. I except that being anxious before a run doesn’t need to have an negative impact on my running experience. I am going to own it and although I feel anxious about the marathon, I am very excited too. I never want born to run to end!
(My fabulous born to run team; photo credits to the man passing by in Llanberis).
(Me and Em; mountain running in Llanberis. Photo credits to Tim Pockney).
(Mountain running, beautiful views).

(A quick jog to the shop and back; I was very happy with my pace!)

(A run down the Trans Pennine trail).
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